‘Books constantly disappoint me.’ That’s what Donna
Tartt said recently and I was relieved to hear someone I so admire say it. She
obviously has high expectations in contemporary literary fiction and so do I.
What so often happens is that I am thirty pages in, or forty or seventy if I’m
lucky, and staggered with the sheer excellence of what I am reading, and then
this feeling starts to shuffle towards a ledge, which begins to crumble and
soon the novel is plummeting.
This doesn’t happen of course if I am reading a
Donna Tartt book and perhaps, since she takes ten years to write one, this is
why she is able to avoid these ledges. Sometimes I wonder if these black holes
in prose exist because the authors are so well established that their editor
hesitates to say, ‘this middle section’s a bit shit’. (Because the middle is
the one mostly and rightly castigated. It has a difficult spot as middle
children, my sister tells me, do.
The beginning of the novel is the exuberant,
untethered baby. The end is the eldest: mature and ready for resolution.) But
no, I don’t believe this fault lies with a reticence in the editor, because the
same thing often happens in debut novels, and I think we all know how much clout
the editor has here: all of it. Middle kids are tricky. And maybe we just have
to make the novel as good as we can within a reasonable time frame. The ten
years Donna Tartt spends is only reasonable for her because her sales support a
decade’s essential life revenue. For the rest of us, we have a year or eighteen
months. So there’s that.
Personally, I write very quickly; a torrent which
gushes forth to be later tamed in revision. I am totally immersed in the world
of my characters. Love them deeply, worry for them, tut at them, comfort them, cry
and laugh out loud with them. I wouldn’t want to be doing that for ten years,
so I just make my books as good as I can within a six month period, then ship
out to my book editor and reclaim my real family who wait patiently for my
return. So there’s that too.
Recently I’ve been reading Nabokov, Franken,
Hustvedt because I need to avoid the feelings described above. They never
disappoint. Soon it will be Vonnegut, Sterne and Larkin. But right now I am not
reading at all. Nor listening to music. I am depriving myself of two loves.
Because I am unhappy. I know, it’s masochism. I don’t know why I would choose
to lose more than I’m losing. Maybe I believe total excoriation will bring me
up to the surface quicker.
On occasion, it’s the whole book which does it for
me: Accordian Crimes, The English
Passengers and once my life was utterly changed reading A Noise from the Woodshed. But mostly
it’s: the style, even just one sentence, or the genius of a particular chapter,
hilarious dialogue, a passage of utter truth, a concept of shining new. It’s
the writing, in bits, chunks or till The End. The butterflies in the stomach
when meaning romps home.
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